i'll SURVIVE

actually bile dengar lagu nie teringat kt my fren "qila"..coz die mcm sinonim je ngn lagu ni time duk kt beranang dulu..apepun..kite enjoysss...

At first I was afraid
I was petrified
I kept thinking
I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you'd done me wrong
And I grew strong
I learned how to get along
So now you're back
From outer space
I just walked in to find you here
Without the look upon your face
I should have changed my f-ing lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I'd have known for just one second
You'd be back to bother me

Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around now
You're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
As long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive
I will survive
Yeah, yeah

It took all the strength I had
Just not to fall apart
I'm trying hard to mend the pieces
Of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high
And you see me
With somebody new
I'm not that stupid little person still in love with you
And so you thought you'd just drop by
And you expect me to be free
But now I'm saving all my loving
For someone who's loving me

Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around now
You're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire
Did you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
As long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive
I've got all my live to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive
I will survive
Yeah, yeah

di kala 19.52pm

sakit sgt ati aku nie..da xtau nk cakap kt sape..nk ngadu kt sape pun xtau..tangung je sorang2..ape leh buat kn..kwn2 aku cakap aku bahagia..tp dorang xtau dugaan yang datang..ni dtg lagi..tp kalini aku wat2 sabar je..dalam mase yg same menguji ketabahan diri sendiri..tp sebenarnye aku xkup kuat.. :-(

aku xtau sampai tahap mane aku leh bersabar lagi..betol2 makan dalam..tp ape leh buat..sabar n terus bersabar je..moge Allah bugy aku kekuatan untuk melayan kerenah die..moge die berubah untuk kebaikan we all bersame..tensennnnnnnnn....bile tensen mule jd lapar...tp xde selera nk mkn..ape yang aku leh buat lagi..aku tido awal...tp tido pun xtenang..coz ati cakit je..tp pakse tido..n akhirnye mmg tido..

YA ALLAH KUATKAN SEMANGAT HAMBAMU INI UNTUK MENGHADAPI DUGAAN DARI MU

FENIN

baru je selesai mandi n wangi2..penat sgt..baru balik dari opis..keje melambak..nk muntah buat keje je..tp xpe..leh claim OT..wat tmbh2 duit nk beli kasut kt sogo tu..yuhuuu..jgn pk yg bukan2..aku beli kasut yang rega nye RM15.90 sahaje..xmo mahey..bkn pakai pun..wat hiasan je kt umah..arini dapat due cerita yang xenak untuk didengari..

• kecurian berlaku di opis aku..kehilangan duit seorang staff berjumlah RM250

• seorang nenek jatuh dari tingkat 4 dan terus masuk longkang..meninggal dunia

due berite yang xdisangka..untuk kes yang petame..actually mende ni berlaku semalam..tp aku baru tau waktu lunch td..e2 pun setelah cik2 gossiping inform..sgt terkejut n sgt meremang bulu roma dgr..coz sebelom ni xpenah ade kes cmni..aku mmg selalu je letak nfon or wallet atas meja smbil berjalan2 ke tmpat lain..n drawer pun xpenah nk berkunci ..tp bile da jd cmnie..seriau lak aku dgr..tp dlm wallet aku xpenah ade duit byk pun..so..Insyallah..kepade pencurik..jgn r wat keje cmni..opis kot..

kes kedua di petik dari pemberitahuan oleh En Tunang kepada aku sejurus aku smpai umah..ade sorang nenek ni nyanyok..die g panjat penghadang tue..pastu die jatoh..adoi...dari tingkat 4 tue..mmg dasyat r..n nenek tu termasuk dalam longkang..dan mmg ajal die xpanjang..nenek tu meninggal di tmpat kejadian..kesian..mest anak die terkilan sangat..adoi..ni yg wat takot nk duk umah tinggi2 ni..luckly aku tgkat 1 je..so..kepada anda di luar sane..sile r amik langkah berjage2 dalam memastikan family kite sentiase selamat...Amin